All

First off - let me say....I wish you all a very happy weekend!

This weekend W and I will sit down and work on the legal finance stuff that both of us must fill out. This is going to be an interesting test for me. Have I fully detached enough that any comments or actions that may happen will not bother me. Hey...I just realized that my last statement was a projection of a negative event that may not happen - so scratch that. I know that I control how i react to each sitch.

I am also reconsidering staying in the house. From a child rearing perspective it make sense. From a financial perspective it makes sense. From a personal growth perspective - I am not so sure. I know that some of this a fear. Fear of not being able to provide for myself let alone my kids. It is a fear that I know I must face. I understand that every sitch is temporary and that life is dynamic and constantly changing and that each of us must learn to flow with these changes. Damn it is hard.

It is the fear of change that I must face.


"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter".
"Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!"
"Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans