Need a Plan for My Marriage

[LSG]

Well...today I go to meet with a non-profit attorney group today in the Los Angeles area. I hope they are good and can help me. I need all the help I can get. My stomach is turning inside because I don't know what to expect.

I cannot wait until my interview next Tuesday either. I hope to have so good news for once. I so much need it. I am keeping my hope alive for me and the kids. It is a shame that W will not being sharing it with me, and the family will be torn apart by a D. I will do my best for the kids. The deserve so much!

[idontunderstand]

Well...today I go to meet with a non-profit attorney group today in the Los Angeles area. I hope they are good and can help me. I need all the help I can get. My stomach is turning inside because I don't know what to expect.

I cannot wait until my interview next Tuesday either. I hope to have so good news for once. I so much need it. I am keeping my hope alive for me and the kids. It is a shame that W will not being sharing it with me, and the family will be torn apart by a D. I will do my best for the kids. The deserve so much!

Good luck on all of the above!!!
You deserve some good news!

[Steve McQueen]

I cannot with the way she is acting with no remorse.

cop out!

(another good idiom.)

[LSG]

Why is it a "cop out?" It is a good idiom when it is used in the proper context.

[LSG]

Feeling a little sad today. W wants to take the kids to a movie this weekend withoug me. It is so terrible to see what is happening to my family. I know it is over, but it does not make it any easier.

I guess I still have love for W even with what is happening. I wish I didn't.

The attorney visit was good even though I have found a very nice attorney to handle my case. She seems to really care. The other attorney was to business like and did not seem to care about my sitch. The attorney I am hiring is going to work with me on payments to have a real attorney because she believe that I really need one.

I cannot wait until my job interview on Tuesday. I so hope that I am hired. I do not need another disappointment. I want this job so bad, and I will do my best to get it.

It is another day, and the weekend is coming and the problems start because W is home alot. I do not know what is happening with OM anymore.

My life is just a blur right now. I do not what my future holds, but it has to be better than the present.

[LSG]

I don't why, but I talked to a free psychic, and she said that she sees a chance for our M to work. She told me she ask us to give the marriage another chance with a 100% committment. She seemed genuine in her advice. I don't know if I believe in psychics. Should I just ask her to give our marriage more chance, and how would I even begin to do that without pursuing. Do I even want to do that?

I just think maybe I should give it one more chance. Anymore input. Maybe I am just letting the past of our M get to me.

I don't know. I just have these strong emotions today. I need someone that is not as close to my sitch as me to provide some input.

[TimeHeals]

If you do not want this divorce and have already told her that, then she knows that.

You can do whatever you like, on the other hand.

I know that, and I am no psychic.

[idontunderstand]

I don't why, but I talked to a free psychic, and she said that she sees a chance for our M to work. She told me she ask us to give the marriage another chance with a 100% committment. She seemed genuine in her advice. I don't know if I believe in psychics. Should I just ask her to give our marriage more chance, and how would I even begin to do that without pursuing. Do I even want to do that?

I just think maybe I should give it one more chance. Anymore input. Maybe I am just letting the past of our M get to me.

I don't know. I just have these strong emotions today. I need someone that is not as close to my sitch as me to provide some input.

Man, I know you are hurting, but a psychic isn't telling you anything that you don't know. Of course the M would have another chance if she would commit 100%. The problem is, she won't.

She knows you don't want this. Maybe she will change her mind, maybe she won't. Continue to do what you have been doing. Protect yourself and your kids. Let her go. Work on yourself. You are getting stronger every day. You can do this.

[Onthemountaintop]

If the psychic said that and you thought twice, maybe YOU want to give it another try. It can never hurt to try more because in the long run, you'll have more evidence that you tried = less self-blame (right or wrong).

The first step in trying is being open, but she needs to do that, too. The only question is who takes the first step?

[LSG]

I am glad I am on this site, so I have people that have voice of reason.

You are right she knows. I told that the decision to D was hers when I received the divorce papers. I told her that I want our M.

You are right, and you do not need to be a psychic to see that.

Thank you.