Need a Plan for My Marriage

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Feeling a little sad today. W wants to take the kids to a movie this weekend withoug me. It is so terrible to see what is happening to my family. I know it is over, but it does not make it any easier.

I guess I still have love for W even with what is happening. I wish I didn't.

The attorney visit was good even though I have found a very nice attorney to handle my case. She seems to really care. The other attorney was to business like and did not seem to care about my sitch. The attorney I am hiring is going to work with me on payments to have a real attorney because she believe that I really need one.

I cannot wait until my job interview on Tuesday. I so hope that I am hired. I do not need another disappointment. I want this job so bad, and I will do my best to get it.

It is another day, and the weekend is coming and the problems start because W is home alot. I do not know what is happening with OM anymore.

My life is just a blur right now. I do not what my future holds, but it has to be better than the present.