Listen to this woman you're besotted by. She's not ready, still thinks about her former spouse.. etc. She's told you what she needs.. time. And although you had a fantastic five months together she ended it.
It was selfless and absolutely beautiful that you did not pursue a relationship with a married woman. But most people need a time to grieve, find a transitional relationship that helps bridge the gap.
Let her go, stop pursuing. Give her the space to grieve, grow, find her feet. Stop focusing on her.
Put the focus on you. How much time have you given yourself, yourself alone? How are the kids doing? What, if anything, do you want to improve about yourself?
Take time to be the man you're meant to be. You're definitely worth it.
