Thanks for the kind words. IF we are ever able to resolve this it will be FAR in the future, of that I am certain ! She is SOOOOO furious with me right now over our kids its not even funny. A mutual friend of ours told me the other day that the WAW now " hates me". Im hoping like hell that if we can get court ordered mediation and someone or more the one person can sit in and listen and get her to understand its HIM thats the problem.

I KNOW for certain that she or him or someone on their behalf called Child Services on me the other day and I had to endure a Q/A session and a home visit/inspection. Thats some REALLY low [censored] to pull IMHO. She's NOT thinking clearly or about the ramifications of her actions she's so focused on trying to get back at me.

It really SUCKS to, cause even after everything thats made things worse over the last week, I cant help but find myself thinking about her throughout the day and missing her and our intact family. This weekend is especially tough, we've been going to numerous Memorial Day Weekend BBQ's as a family for YEARS. Thats done now, plus she'll have the kids from Sun 9AM to Mon 6PM. I SOOOOOOOO do not feel like sitting at home all day Sunday and Monday , but Im also not feeling like being at any get togethers watching other intact families and kids running around having fun together. ARRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH



I HATE THIS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!