Hi Grace-You are absolutely correct...this is still going to take time for me to get through. Thanks for the hugs.
My H did come by and get his things yesterday. It is all kind of surreal. I am numb in ways...yet feeling scared and very alone at the same time. I must admit there is a part of me that wants to run back to what once was but I can't. I wasn't happy there either so I have to remind myself to move keep moving forward, even if I don't know where this road will lead.
My friend told me yesterday that she ran into my H and he told her that I asked for a D. She said she asked him if I had found someone else and he said he didn't know. I would think that they would both know me better than that. Anyway, I was surprised that my H said anything to her...he doesn't usually talk about these things.
My H says he will will have the D papers ready today. I keep thinking that I should ask him if he is sure he can't move forward together before I sign them. Probably not a good idea. I can't keep doing this to myself.
I would think that they would both know me better than that. Anyway, I was surprised that my H said anything to her...he doesn't usually talk about these things.