I am messed up in so many ways and levels. I don't know where to start. How am I supposed to teach my kids what I don't know? How screwed up are they going to be to have me as their mother?
I've been fighting and trying to overcome things for most of my life.
I'm tired of it. I'm tired of being the square peg.
With H I felt that together we could overcome things. Now I'm alone and have two kids depending on me. And I can't even fix myself.
