Yeah I know shocked one, she is finally beyond help I fear. She sent my sister an email yesterday, and mentioned she was getting a gun to protect herself, and that divorce papers will be coming soon.

If she doesnt think I will not get the letter to my lawyer where she is trashing me, and saying she will get a gun will not HURT her chances to get DD1. She maybe a certified loon. It makes no sense to me. I fear she is cracking.

Also, she said that she doesnt want child support, nor insurance, that she just wants her baby and for me to leave her alone.

She thinks i just want DD1 in my life to get her back. She has contacted my ex-girlfriend whom I share a daughter with trying to dig for dirt also.

I hate all this happening, but im afraid she needs serious help at this point. This latest development has me very concerned with her mental stability, also her friend told me she wants our dog too.

Man i am in such a bad situation, because I do still Love her, and well everyone I know thinks i am crazy to not get away. I guess when you love someone you hope for change. I am changing myself, and can only hope she changes her self too.

I must really begin to pray hard for her, because this situation is becoming like war of the roses.

I am just beyond sad, and angry at her. I just wish things could be back to normal for us.


M 36
W 29
Together 2 1/2 years married 14 months
Daughter 15 months
Bomb 4/22/10
Separated since 4/25/10
OM 6/10/10
Hopeful, but moving on