WAH in MLC with PA

[DiamondGirl]

H has convinced me. I'm too broken to fix and be married to. H has found someone who isn't broken and is worth the effort. All the years of my trying wasn't good enough... MLC or not, I don't feel he can ever love me again. I find it hard to think that any future R with anyone will be any different.

The idea of watching him and OW live happily ever after and her around my children makes me want to not be here to see it.

Why am I still here if I am so beyond staying married to?

I'm too broken. I screwed up the only relationship that ever meant anything to me.

I don't want to be here to watch.