No 2X4's from me. I feel for you. In my eyes you did nothing wrong. You showed him you love him. Will he see it and change? Who knows.
Look your no suppose to shut down all emotions. As we have said this sh+t is tough. Now please feel this hurt right now - cry - scream out to god - cry some more. GET THE PAIN OUT.
Then pick yourself up. Dust yourself off and get ready for the next day.
I often looked at my kids when I was down and they help me to realize that I must go on. I must press on.
Feel this hurt, redirect the anger that may folllow and channel that energy into something positive. What would that be....you and your kids.
I don't know how you feel - I am not you. If it is anything like what I felt....then my heart goes out to you.
Know this...
You are not alone You will survive You will learn from this You will become stronger
I will pray for you tonight Shelbel
God Bless Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
