Hey Whatnow .. thanks! Doesn't feel very admirable now, but I know my PMA setback is temporary and that's why I'm here
Ok ... so too available, I get it. But what about what the MC and DB coach said? So much of this tight rope walking in a sense, a little, but not too much etc .... it often starts as playful/flirty and then gets touchy feely ... you know what I mean.
And re the Birthday party ... it was going to be at our place and we would have to send the kids out for the night so if he didn't want it, I was gonna be all casual and "OK, no prob, just thought I'd offer" but he seemed really down that no one had made plans so I thought I'd mention it and give myself time to make arrangements. Felt bad for him not doing anything on his b'day and wanted to show him I was open to his friends (ie. the acceptance he feels has been missing) etc ... still pursuing?
Thoughts??? PEI
Holding onto anger to punish someone else, is like lighting yourself on fire to get smoke in their eyes ~ 25yearsmlc
