This is just a transition from one part of your life to another.
Accept in life there are things you can not change, but conversely, accept in life there are things you can change.
Try to see the good in what is happening - you have I'm sure the most special children in the world, and you are young.
Look at the things that you do not like in your life and change them. But YOU must change them. Change will not happen on it's own.
If you keep your head down and hoping for some special signpost to guide you, you will miss possible opportunities you would have seen if you were looking up and forward.
Set boundaries!
Regards, Gyn.
Cause all of the stars, Have faded away, Just try not to worry, You'll see them someday. Take what you need, And be on your way and, Stop crying your heart out.