I still feel really empty. I feel lost and confused but it's not in my hands. It's in Gods.
I know you do. We have all felt that way.
Stop threatening to turn it over to God and just do it.
It's all out of your control anyway. Turn it over to Him and ask him to help you.
We live and learn, make mistakes, learn and go on.
You have to move on.
Many people here are worried about you. I am too. We can't do anything to help other than listen. But, your story never changes. You are in a bad spot in a lot of ways. You have to pull yourself out of it. We can't help you do that.
