Reeling - tell me about it

Gardener - aw thank you

I had the worst time sleeping last night. My brain would not shut off. I found myself crying and praying if I could just get a break.

I'm doing ok...just tired. My stbX went out of town today. He actually called the kids and let them know...amazing. I was next to my D when she was talking to him and she didn't dare say "ILY" this time. I guess she didn't want to get rejected again!

Hope everyone is well.

Luv


M44 H41
M20 T23
3 older teens
Bomb Nov 09 "i'm not happy"
EA Nov 09 w/coworker
Another PA in Mar 10
I Filed Apr 10
D final Dec 10