Hi Luvs, Sorry to hear of your struggles...I'm sure you'll find a lot of solid support and good advice here. Perhaps if you could copy some of your story into this new thread it would help folks get a sense of your story? So that they'll know what kind of support to offer? I know it must be exhausting but hang in there. It's great you were able to reach out and ask for support - that's the first step and I know how tough even that can be.
I cannot complain for not receiving from others, that which I've never asked them for.