Well thanks for asking. In the moment I'm feeling pretty darn good. I have gone out the past two nights but still getting home in time to watch the boob tube with H. Tonight I'm going out on my own (no groups etc.) and want to make sure I'm gone until 10pm. Of course we've got a big long weekend coming up so we'll basically be spending every waking moment together with the kids - my goal is to try to keep my patience in check - a tough one for me.
In other news though - had a big saga this morning. I shut my computer down last night because there were t-storms and I thought the power might go out. Well I had changed my password a while ago to prevent him from snooping (not that he actually would do that - just being paranoid) and I could not remember for the life of me my password. BIG PANIC!!! I work from home and have everything on my computer. So I had to go through this whole wild goose chase to decipher my password. H was going skating this morning and he tried to help but then had to run out to skate. So I eventually fumbled my way through and figured it out. Here's the great part. H called me a few hours later to see how it all went - and if I needed him to come home to help me!!! WOW! OK - since we haven't had sex in like a year - I'd have to say this felt like he just asked me to make love or something. I was so happy. We had a nice chat on the phone about various things - h - very friendly. I know I can't get used to it and that he might pull back but for now it was a pleasant development and I'm gonna relish that!!
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M - 46 H - 47 T - 20 yrs M - 19 yrs DS 7yrs DS 6yrs DD 4 yrs Bomb - 4/3/10 My Sitch
