Sorry to not be in touch, I ended up in hospital with chemical perotinitis !! Still sore but back home.

So WOW on booking the trip, fantastic, enjoy the sauna/horses/casino lol.. and I thought they had nothing but lakes and chocolate there.

And YAY for supportive messages from H. When I think of your M over the past few months, its like its been 3 steps forwards and 1 step back.. but you do take 2 steps forwards each time in all of this. Yes, walking through the crucible, I like that ! I agree. BF used to be freaked out by medical stuff, this week, he has been brilliant, as I am with him and of course it wasnt my fault. You sound like you are heading into a new R too, you will end up closer? At least you can be sure of him, he is truly 'back'.

Sorry abut your job.. choosing your own job you want sounds like a good thing though???
xxx


Me:40! H:37 Together: 12yrs
IDLY & left 11/07 ADs 03/08 OW 8/08
Reconciled 05/09 now married!
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