By shot I meant drink. Like a stiff shot of Bourbon.
And...I care one whit for your wife, Fixer...you however, I care about.
As for Job...my bad ANYBODY but him. : ) I know Jacks a big dick....actually that true.
Somebody from more recent times books or film.
There is a reason.
I understand the need to vent, I guess the only problem I see is there is VERY little you post that is 'good' or uplifting that isn't somehow lessened by the bad.
And I don't see how anyone can choose to live like that...its like everyday is 1984 Orwellian. And no sorry now you cannot use Winston Smith : )
At some point in time if all the others are dead we HAVE to figure out how to steer the ship and plot our own course.
You aren't nihilistic I don't believe but at times I worry that everything...that you have allowed things to beat you down to such a point where being nihilistic makes sense.
"Every normal man must be tempted at times to spit on his hands, hoist the black flag, and begin to slit throats."
Sometimes being angry IS a good course of action. And No I am not suggesting violence. But...nor am I suggesting the rut.
You have to find the motivation withing YOU to take charge.
You want change? Effect it.
Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My God, do you learn. - C.S. Lewis
Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B. - Jack3Beans
Listen without defending; Speak without offending - FaithinAK
