I have come to the point where I accept what is in front of me and I am going to make it through this regardless of the outcome.
It's so good to hear you speaking positively Wired. Big hugs to you for all the work and self-reflection you've done, to get you to this place. Well done! (((Wired))) Yay!
I cannot complain for not receiving from others, that which I've never asked them for.