But I did come to more of an re-affirmation of my goals in life and how I am not a lousy person and this period in my life will make me a better person regardless the outcome. (Have proof positive of this on the bathroom scale, I have lost 20lbs and Im short of my goal by only 8 more!)
Good morning Wired! It's wonderful to hear you've realized you're not a lousy person at all! You're a kind decent person who's made a difference in a lot of lives - mine included! Do you remember back when I first started posting and you commented about 'the frying pan'? Well I can't tell you how many times I'd be dragging myself through another one-sided 'discussion' with my H, or angry at him for something-or-other, and out of nowhere I'd remember you saying that and well - I'd have to turn my head or cover my mouth to keep from laughing right out loud! Just about spit some cereal out once, if memory serves. Anyways, I'm sorry your W hasn't changed her mind yet, but just wanted to share that thought with you. Glad to hear you're smiling and have a spring in your step today.
I cannot complain for not receiving from others, that which I've never asked them for.