I'm getting discouraged about the chances for H and I. I know that doubts are part of this and have been trying to ride the wave.. but I feel like I'm fooling myself today.
Unlike some other peoples' WAH, mine keeps moving forward with his plan.. no sign of wavering (unless I missed it)... I'm guessing that guilt is probably eating him up inside (it would have the old H anyway) so maybe that propels him to keeping on the same track (that and saving face)... And for that reason, maybe I'm fooling myself that he'd approach me again. I don't think H is strong enough to stand tall after everything is said and done. I think too much has been done to him as a child and he's done too much right now to his family to be able to come back. Yet he hasn't actually filed anything yet... tried to when he was angry but couldn't as child issues have not been documented...Doesn't mean he won't though when he can...
I don't know what I'm doing with regards to talking to him/not talking to him.. If what my gut is saying is real or just wishful thinking... Dim or Dark? Tell him tidbits about the kids' lives or not? Good reaction from telling him or not?
I'm too close to this.. I don't know the path to take anymore..
Help!
Last edited by DiamondGirl; 05/27/1012:50 PM. Reason: typo queen I am
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