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[awest1217]

Well the last few days of school! I have today, tomorrow, and Tuesday then on to the first summer where I have nothing to do.

I noticed today that I am dizzy again, but I haven't been for about 1.5 weeks so I think it has to do with my sleep. Last night, I didn't sleep well at all. Weird dreams...one was about work and how these gang members were doing some strange things and something big was about to happen (we have a lot of gangs where I work). I was trying to help my students and call the office. I think that one has to do with one of my students who has great potential, but is in a gang and on probabtion, but now is on the run...a junior. It is funny how connected I get to these students.

The second one, had to do with H. He was injecting himself with some medicine, but come to find out, he stole it from some guy and it was some kind of medicine that he got addicted to and there was a fight there. It was all very strange, but I know that one is because H always just takes anything to make him feel better, but nothing ever works. He right now is on 3 supplements (no big deal), and a beta blocker for his migraines plus takes imitrex and some muscle relaxer if he gets a migraine (all perscribed). He also has really bad sinuses so he has always taken Claritin (the only med he was on when he left last year), but now he takes the claritin, a sudafed, and a benedryl every day with no relief. The dream is probably just my fear he is going to keep sinking (or maybe a preminition because my dreams really have a way of coming true or pointing to soon problems).

I haven't heard from H since Monday so who knows what is going on there. I will text him tomorrow to say something about his last day of school, but I doubt he will say anything back. I just don't understand. Oh well...I have a fun filled, yet busy, weekend planned. Friday girl's night, Saturday out of town for a friend's graduation, Saturday night probably hanging with my family since my brother and sister-in-law will be in town. Sunday is church then a church picnic then a cook out at my house. Monday is the memorial day parade and then a cook out at my grandma's. Tuesday is my last day of work. Also this weekend my step-dad is building me a frame for the porch swing I got three years ago as a gift (my porch rafters are about 1 ft above the siding so I can't read them to just hang it like normal). I am also going to buy some chairs to go on the porch and I think it will look awesome. S and I planted the last of the flowers my step-dad brought over and grass seed where I tore out the bushes so it looks just awesome. I have a little work to do on the back yard, but it is all maintenance stuff now...Good things to come!