Need a Plan for My Marriage

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IDU,

I am having a better couple of days even with the looming Divorce over my head and no counsel to help me. I am meeting with a non-profit attorney group to see if they will help me and my kids to stay together and give me some financial relief to deal with the situation.

I hope I will not need it for long because I have an interview on Tuesday with the same company that my W works for. I have always wanted this job, so it is not because she works there. I am so excited. I have to get it. It is perfect for me. She does not know, and I will not let her find out. It is in another building far away.

I also have another company interested in me too. I am so happy. I just hope I am not disappointed. I need a job, so bad, and I could afford to live separately with the kids. This will help to gain custody I hope. Everyone wish me luck. I am still trying to sell the prints my parents have for additional funds for attorney's fees. I can receive waivers for some of the filing too. I have to keep trying and not give up hope for me and the kids.

I communicate sometimes with the OMW, and I feel so bad for her because she is just as scared and worried as I am, but I do have to worry about my situation first. I do provide the support to her that I am able to because I feel so bad for anyone going through this, and she does not deserve this. No one does. He has not said a word to her about the conversation that my W and I had that we are communicating. She does not know what to think about this, and I don't either.

These have been some good days, but I know I will have bad ones too, and that I do not want to happen.

Luv, let me know another way to chat with you about attornies in the LA area. I did not post this to your thread because you need that space for yourself and your sitch. I do not want to post unrelated things to yours.

It is nice to have your own place just for you. Let me know what you think when you have a chance. Thank you!!!