yeah. it was a sauna on the court. i don't stink though. i feel like there's a layer of grit on me (salt from my sweat) but i don't stink.
i have a natural clean smell. like i said, i'm blessed.
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Women tend to lead "emotion" in a R. Men typically follow the "emotion". Even Michelle agrees with that.
can you give me an example?
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You have impressed upon us that you are happy with you. You are proud of yourself. I don't disagree.
i am happy with myself in general. but i'm not happy with how i've handled myself in my sitch. i put on a good front. but i feel like i'm on the verge of a nervous breakdown. i think about checking myself into a hospital or something for help but i don't know if anything can be done. i'm just driving myself crazy. one day i want to drop money on a new house. then i want a one night stand to prove that sex is a priority and a passion for me. and to numb the pain. now i want to run away to hawaii and not come back.
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When you got the job.. what made you more happy?
That you got the job..
Or that you got the job at any "cost"?
Remember.. questions.. control the conversation.
it's hard to say. i didn't take the job in the end. i was flattered that i got the job in the first place because they've never met anybody like me before. i was probably more flattered to hear them say that than being offered the job at any cost. i know what i am capable of doing and i was able to articulate it and impress the execs with my experience and how i dealt with situations. i was honest, and i had nothing to lose. as the interview went on, i knew i was what they needed. however they said something during the interview that hit a nerve with me. that's why i turned it down.
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How does your answer to my question above.. relate to you and your H?
I don't know.. is not a good answer. And I will call you out on that. Think about it before you peck it out on the keyboard.
uh .. uh ..
my h won me over with words and not with gifts. i kept every card he's ever given me and every card had something sweet written in it. the card always meant more to me than the gift that was attached to it because the card would say how much i meant to him. how he much he loved me.
just like how i said i was more flattered to hear that they've never met anybody like me before. they said that they don't meet candidates like me very often and therefore, they came back with the "job at any cost" offer. i didn't even give them an answer to the "what would it take to bring you on board" question. but i do remember them saying that they've never met anybody like me before. and i was over the moon.
