still separated, headed for D?

[newmama]

Thanks for looking out for me, FM- but no worries- I went through the worst depression and anger ever in the last month (remember?) so now if he D's me I won't be depressed at that level again.

I just can't agree, though, that my interactions with H don't matter...

Here is something that will make my friends feel better (and those out there who are uncomfortable watching me be in limbo)

There is an end point soon- I have accepted that I will file for D this summer if he doesn't want to R but just is too wimpy to file. I now see that being divorced is not what I want, but S hopefully won't be ruined for life since WH and I will "share" him (he will get both parents in his life) and that I will be able to have a full life unattached until I am ready for my next serious relationship.