I hope this doesn't sound like a boring answer. However, I feel like a modern day Job from the Bible. I think I'm a good man who has lost everything. At times I feel as though I'm being tested. Unfortunately, I'm not doing as well as he did, I need to put more faithful to God.
You said you need a shot after reading my posts. I'm not a good writer and I try to keep my posts honest. Please don't hesitate to get my W's side of the story if it helps you understand the situation.
A bad trait of mine is I feel the need to vent my feelings. My C said for our next session he will teach me self visualization. I hope this substitution is enough to stop me from verbally attacking (venting my feelings) my wife.
