Stupid? No you weren't and it was not a sham; you can't be fooled that easily. Time to stop thinking like that and really examine yourself. What I'm getting at is this: if you were stupid, then you got what you deserved. But I don't think you were stupid. I think things were different then. They may be again.
if there is OW, then yeah i got what i deserved.
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he's not easy to be with someone like him.What? Now? or always?
always.
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Quote: all i ask is. please don't encourage me to find someone else or work on myself for the next person because i've already said that i wouldn't do this again.Ok. Deal. Work on yourself for YOU. Nobody else.
thank you. i will work on me for me.
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You did save yourself for the right person. That person changed. You may have as well. Try looking at this differently - from the outside. Did you really make a mistake? Are you really that blind? Are you really stupid after all? I don't think so. I think you are in pain. I think you are angry. I think you are confused and have low self-esteem right now.
i didn't save myself for the right person. i thought i did. but i was wrong. my moral values didn't change.
yes, i'm in a lot of pain. it makes me do crazy things to try and get rid of the pain.
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Guess what - that's what you keep saying about him. Easy to see what other people have a problem with but harder to admit our own self.
i don't understand this point. what do i keep saying about him?
i still wish i had saved myself. now i really feel like a used car.
