Poet, I have read through this thread and have a small grip on what has been going on with you but not everything. I am glad my thoughts resonated with you a bit. As I read through your old conversation with other posters it reminded me of me in some ways. Thinking I had done something wrong when I had not, or more importantly taking something personally when it was not meant in that way. If it makes you feel any better, my sitch was as bad as yours, and I was in terrible shape for a long time. I got to the point where I thought being on the street would be fine. I actually bought camping equipment. Stay strong. Wonder
