Ohhhhh, here comes the roller-coaster again. Today I was planning a summer trip for me kids and I. I felt sad that my ex W would not be a part of this. I actually felt a loss for her.
I picked up my kids from school and my 5 year old was telling me all about his weekend at the cottage with his mom and her family and all the great stuff they did. I am so resentful to hear this. My ex W and I moved back to Canada from NYC to build our own cottage. I have 2000 hours into the place. Well, it was just sold recently. All I can think about is my ex W over in her new cottage with my kids. I was thrown out like a piece of trash.
Of course today she contacted my all sweet and nice asking if I could take the kids to the dentist next week. I work on my own so I like to do this stuff as it's additional time I get to spend with my kids.
My ex W has an ohhhh so fabulous life now. She is now really close with her sister and her parents. Of course she was not when we were together.
Ya, I am feeling really bitter right now !!
See, we all go through the roller-coaster of emotions daily !
Me/W: 46/36 D7.6/S6 T/M: 7.5/6.5 Bomb 12/05/07 D final: 03/03/09
