For the second night in a row I have found that she has played my phone messages.
I am going to pull her up about it tomorrow and tell her to stop doing it.
Spoke to the kids earlier and they said the OM had given them a lift earlier from school.
Now I know for sure that he is back on the scene.
I also intend to pull her up about this as well.
Given his history with regards to his mental state, I will tell her that if she allows the boys to be with him again in any capacity, I will tell our social services and the police.
She will be very upset, angry, shout, ect.
So?!
The M is over.
What am I trying to do when I try and avoid making her angry...? Nothing apart from permitting her to hurt me again!
I have just sent her a Text telling her that we need to talk.
By playing my phone messages it show she is trying to keep tags on what I am doing.
If it did not bother her what I did now, she would not bother herself listening to my messages.
This shows that she is concerned in what I am doing, AND HOW FAR SHE NEEDS TO PLAY ME!!
It is time to keep her off balance, so to speak.
My game.
My rules now.
She has practised moving out.
I have practised my actions.
Problem is that I think this can still work out...
I am slowly accepting that it is over. But this then means I have nothing to lose.
The fog is clearing.......................
Gyn.
Ps Does no one read these threads...............
Cause all of the stars, Have faded away, Just try not to worry, You'll see them someday. Take what you need, And be on your way and, Stop crying your heart out.
