And here I am .... H's MLC ....

[Kim07]

Hi PEI,

Its a difficult road to keep the PMA up and to be realistic about wieght issues,,,yuck!

Since there is no hope left in my M and we will be D'd on July 20th I was hoping that I would start feeling good about myself again, that the self-esteem would return buhhht it hasn't.

I know I shouldn't compare but i'm still trying to lose weight,, M: 5'7/158lbs use to be 126lbs, H: 6'0/248lbs, OW: 5'7/120lbs approx. I hope when H ML to her he crushes her,,lol

I know, not nice and don't dwell, I just guess I have to demonize him and her in order to stop loving him,,double yuck!!

WE WILL BE BLESSED IN LIFE IF WE ARE GOOD TO OURSELVES, right?

Hang in there,
Kim