My W has had to do nothing, and has DONE nothing since day 1 to keep me hanging on. I have been relying on faith and my own desire to save my family. I may be ridiculed for that in the end, but I don't care. This situation has caused me to make a 180 as far as zeal for my faith goes, and there is no going back. So if nothing else, I have netted a personal gain from this experience.
No ridicule from me, man. I get it. Your zeal for your faith is obvious and the personal gain is irreplaceable. As you already know, God will never desert you, He is always there for us. We just have to learn how to turn to him, in good times and bad, and trust that He always has our best interests in His infinite mind.
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I have no fear in delivering her the message. The bag of tricks is now empty and indefinite limbo is all I will face otherwise, and that is not acceptable.
Limbo is no way to live your life. You have made that clear to me. Make no mistake, I would not be where I am or had the courage to do some of the things I was finally able to do to move my sitch along one way or another, without your "been there, tried that, doesn't work" advice. I hate that you have gone through what you have. I thank you for saving me some of the same heartache.
Of, course, I hope things work out in your favor. Keeping the family intact is always best. If not, I know you have went above and beyond what needs to be done. You will be okay and you know it.
From all you've been through, that's not a bad place to be.
