Thanks! I have to say that you've exhibited much more strength than I did when I was in this sitch in the same time frame you've been in.
All I can say is to keep reading the different posts. You'll see you're not alone and that you can get through this.
There are times I want to grab men like your H and beat the crap out of them and show them how idiotic they're acting. But I've found more often times than not that they usually self-destruct on their own.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.