Okay...so I had a little bit of a pity party yesterday. Damn emotions! If only the heart would listen to the mind!
On a serious note.... Brookly and Cat - Thank You for your responses. As usual you ladies respond in such softer way (no offense guys )
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You did the best you could with the tools you had at the time
Getting to this point of acceptance is the hardest thing for me right now. Although I KNOW I did the best I could my feeling still are that of guilt. I hope and pray that over time this feeling goes away.
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I stayed stuck for so long blaming myself and trying to figure out what h was thinking that it held me back.
Good point...I don't think I'm stuck per se I think I am still impatient. As Cat pointed out I know I am trying to "rush" through and this is a behavior that I must change.
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You are doing great.
Thank you - I so needed that.
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Slow down a bit E.
I know Cat - I actually did not realize until you pointed it out and then WHAM - It hit me like a brick.
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I don’t know if that makes sense but I hope it does.
It makes a lot of sense - A lot! It is the place I need to get to and I just need to realize that getting to that "place" will take the time that God has in mind. Not mine.
Thank you again
Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
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