Hi HM ... here's the thing ... you can't read his mind and there is no way to know wat was going through his head. Even if he COULD tell you he WOULDN'T. There are so many possible scenarios and over-analysing his every move and thought will drive you crazy! Have you read the detachement info yet? Here is the link: Detachment. Read and reread it ...
This sucks. I know. But it gets easier and the faster you wrap your head around concepts like Detachment, the faster it gets easier.
((((hugs)))) PEI
Holding onto anger to punish someone else, is like lighting yourself on fire to get smoke in their eyes ~ 25yearsmlc
