h text me yesterday and said he was coming for bike today. I was not in a good place at the time because my son has been going to bed early and i think it's because he's sad, or maybe because i asked him to look for his first job. I called h, I hadnt spoken to him in 2 weeks and blamed him for sons sadness. I know this wasnt good but i had a slip. We had some angry comments to each other and then his attitude changed and he started asking me about school and i told him Im looking for work to. He said when are you going to let me talk to therapist. I said when ever you want. When I went to end the call he seemed like he wanted to keep talking. He seemed interested in what I have been doing. I am going to give him bike today. Maybe it would be better if I wasnt home, or I could put it in driveway but it is really heavy but i could do it. I dont want him to come in the house if im not home though.
