feel like giving up - pt 2

[luvless]

alice - yeah, the wayward spouse find every way to paint a dirty picture...pathetic.
I'm trying to stay focused on making a new life for myself. It's so hard. My emotions have been all over the place this week. I'm so sad and then I get a moment of peace. I've been buried in paperwork and organizing my home. I've removed everything that reminds me of Mr. Luv. Sad.

LSG - I will never understand how a parent can abandon a child. I see the pain in my kids faces. They feel so abandoned by their dad. I ensure them they know I will never do such a thing. I tell them their dad loves them no matter how he is behaving.

I am doing the best I can. This is some rough sh*t.