As far as the house is concerned I dont believe if I stayed in the house that he would stop contributing to it. I obviously don't know this for sure but I don't want to just say "Yeah, sure let's put it on the market" becuase he might not pay.
His attitude so far has been odd. When he came over on Sunday it's almost as if he felt guilty. He wanted to take a shower, asked if he could fold the laundry. He said it hurt him to see me in pain. At least I feel like somewhere in his mind there is confusion otherwise, why would he even bother asking those things.
He keeps saying he wished he hated me because it would make it easier. He says he loves me but isn't in love with me anymore.
Because of this I just don't think he would stop contributing. If it came to that I would get a roommate. I'm not going to sell the house... if it goes down the line he can get something legal that says we have to do that but for now I think my answer was okay.
As far as going into work - I'm going to go if I think I can make it through the day without crying every 30 minutes. If not, I don't think I should go in. I don't really want to tell my co-workers or boss what is going on right now.
