Do I just overlook what she is doing? The searches and the heartbreak?
My W and I have had some good times in the past 5 days. We shared some good moments (it appeared reciprocated) and we created some new memories while at times we'd recollect on old ones.
It is hard to believe the time spent is sincere considering she is still thinking bout OM...
Now my W had not gone on the computer as often since the last blow up. Only after tonight when I decided to go to work rather than take off and spend time with her did she go on the computer and search these songs.
I feel like my W is looking in me for what OM provided and because I don't want to pursue I refrain and hold back from saying and doing a lot of stuff. I think W thinks to herself "he is not meeting my emotional needs, he is not ever going to be abvle to, I miss OM"
I am not sure how to handle all of this, I don't want to push my W away either way....
M: 27, W: 25 Together since: 01/31/00 M: 10/4/09 (8 Months) ILBNILWY: 01/24/10 EA confirmed: 02/10/10 (Busted). Road to Reconcile began: 07/10/10 Retrouvaille: 09/10/10
