still separated, headed for D?

[newmama]

This is a collection of random thoughts:

First-
Here are a couple of really bad jokes I heard on the radio:

Why does it take 3 PMSing women to change a lightbulb? IT JUST DOES!!!!! grrrr!

What did the man say when he found his best friend in bed with his wife? BAD DOG!!

OK well here is a different comment- I have forgotten that on the Office, Pam and Jim's feelings started as an EA because she was engaged to Roy! And she called off the wedding because she had feelings for Jim! Ah man- I will try to forget that now.


And yet another random comment- I remember that during some of our D discussions, WH has referred to [emotionally charged] statements I made last year, when he had told me he could not end contact with OW. For example, during the D talk in March, he referenced my statement "I am not going to wait forever and I will be moving on".

WELL I also said something like "at first I will just play the field a bit and have a bunch of one night stands or something before getting serious and finding a man who will be good with S!" (remember, I said all that stuff waaaaay before I learned about DBing and I was 8 months pregnant and even if I wasn't, anyone would flip out, right?)

OK so I wonder if he has remembered that I said that and believed me? Which means it's possible that he could be thinking I am doing something like that now! (I don't have the energy or the will to do that though!)