DG sorry you are hurting so much. This journey is so awfullly painful. If you have lost hope you have given up the battle.

This all takes time and lots of it. Only God knows what your future holds and anything is possible with God.

Try not to have conversations with family, friends about h etc. They will not understand your stance and will always say move on and try to support you in that way.

You might try the website divorceasfriends. Not the divorce part but gives some really good info on letting go, acceptance, and getting along with your h regardless of your situation.

Find some peace and take care of yourself. You are really all you have right now.


Me 50
H 42
S 22
S 9
D 7
M 12
T 17
H moved out 8/2006
H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks
H moved home 5/2011 for good

"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"