SCH (((((hugs)))))) I'm so sorry, I know that I can't help you now, but I just want you to know that I care and hope that you'll find happiness beacause you are a wonderful person and you deserve it. Be it with your H in the future or on a whole new journey.
Remember that the dark days come and go, after you absorb this new development you will be able to look at it in a new light. Also as slow as MLC is some things do change very fast.
M53 H54 D17 M33Y T38Y Bomb OW 09/09 OUT 10/09 BACK 11/09 OUT 01/10 WANTS TO R 04/10 BACK with OW 05/10 Wants to Reconcile 05/11 I said NO