Diamond, Cry as hard and as long as you need to. It's heartbreaking when they ask for information about lawyers, etc. They are very short sighted and indifferent to how we feel because they detached a long time ago.
Nothing you could have done would have lessened his mlc...it's his to own totally. You have been a good wife, friend and lover to him and yes, you still are even though he denies it. Your h is a broken man and only God can repair him. It's not something that you broke, so you can't fix him. Only he can do that in time.
Once you settle down this evening, pamper yourself. You need to take care of yourself in every way possible. Take a nice hot bubble bath, candles lit and soft music playing. Relax a bit. Okay?
Hang in there....you will be okay in time.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
