God why can't I just hate him.... Instead I still love him so much I can't breathe... Why questions are pointless but that's the only thing running through my head right now...

I am so unbelievably sad right now... I can't stop crying... My heart aches and wishes we could go back and try again ... Maybe it would have lessened the mlc... Or maybe I'm just fooling myself into believing in mlc...

I can't stop crying...

~ This Diamond now SHINES!! ;-p ~

My Sitch in MLC - http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Main=45253&Number=1901148#