If You Forget Me #71

[Kalni]

Booked the trip to Swiss. Friday 6:30 in the morning. Coming back Monday...

Had a meeting with the Super Executive of my sector. I can choose any job I can think of and he will try to give it to me. Sadly, I dont feel there is anything to get me interested in this business again.

H sent me a very supportive message. First time ever. And I replied sweetly and accepting. First time ever...

[kat727]

There are certainly first times for everything. So glad that you are finding several at this time.

kat

[MichelleLT]

Yay for positives firsts!

[Butterfly1]

Fabulous - you are walking through your "crucible" and into a new relationship. Keep walking, step by step.

[Gypsy]

Wow.. maybe .. uhhh... infant steps work.

After all, those teenie tiny steps start with lots more failure than success. But nothing stops those wee rugrats from persisting with big smiles and drooly grins with each success, not matter how few steps were taken.

Good for you.. for "first times", building trust and slowly releasing old patterns.

*hugs*

[Kalni]

I hate what happens at work right now. I am supposed to "find a job" for me. I hate it. I am pissed off...
K

[mishka422]

They really expect you to find your own job? They can't come up with a specific project that needs done?

K, tell me, what exactly is it that you do anyway? I've never understood that.

[AliSuddenly]

Sorry to not be in touch, I ended up in hospital with chemical perotinitis !! Still sore but back home.

So WOW on booking the trip, fantastic, enjoy the sauna/horses/casino lol.. and I thought they had nothing but lakes and chocolate there.

And YAY for supportive messages from H. When I think of your M over the past few months, its like its been 3 steps forwards and 1 step back.. but you do take 2 steps forwards each time in all of this. Yes, walking through the crucible, I like that ! I agree. BF used to be freaked out by medical stuff, this week, he has been brilliant, as I am with him and of course it wasnt my fault. You sound like you are heading into a new R too, you will end up closer? At least you can be sure of him, he is truly 'back'.

Sorry abut your job.. choosing your own job you want sounds like a good thing though???
xxx

[Kalni]

So, after 8 years in finance I am now a... Scheduler. I am furious but wont let it ruin my trip. Off to Zurich early in the morning. I am so tired...

[kat727]

maybe it is time to start doing your own creative thing! have an incredible trip1

hugs, kat