Better Days

[ClingingToHope]

Another thing I read in your post is that had you not done this or that then things would have been OK.

It sounds like you were a pretty good husband ... and it still didn't work out. Don't beat yourself up over this. This is her doing.

Now, if you are learning from past mistakes so you don't make them in the future then that's good.

But don't blame yourself. You did not want this. She did and she'll come up with any reason to justify it.