Thank you so much for all of your comments, opinions and encouragement....I don't know what would I do without you. Every time something new happens first thing I do is to run to the DB board to unload it...and every time you are here for me (((group hug)))
SA - I did read about MLCers going back to time before they knew us. That would explain the teenage-like behavior and the not caring about anything or anyone but himself. And everyone is wrong and he is right. And like you I often feel sorry for him...the face that he puts on for the whole world to see may be one of "I know who I am and what I'm doing" (that's what he's told me), but on the inside he is really struggling.
Kissak - If they really don't care how their actions affect us and what it does to us to see them with the OP...that should just confirm how foggy they really are...because most "normal" people that have conscience would care and at least try to stay out of the way.
SCH - What you said about the guilt and starting a fight before they do something that they know we will not like...wow...but it makes sense too
AJ - I'm the analytical type....I recycle everything in my brain until it makes sense to me LOL. I don't know if that's good or bad...but that's how I'm. AJ great post BTW, actually all of your posts give me lots to think about. I like the way your mind works....very good points for me to mull over. I like where you talk about the "balancing" that makes so much sense to me.
Flow & SA - I know that I'm not going to live my life hiding....this was the first time that I had to face the possibility and yes it's scary, but I know that if it actually happened I would show nothing but class and dignity...you know how you can look at a person in a way that they wish they could disappear there and then?...I'm good at those looks
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