Anned, at this point, I think it is best for you to now think about something else for the WHOLE DAY- when you take a break from worrying about a serious issue, it allows your brain to reboot and then you will be able to choose the right email version.

Also I completely relate to the desperation you are feeling. SOmething I have learned on these boards though is that the WAS moves a lot slower than we think they will!

me,34
exH,34
S,16 months
S:3/31/09-left for OW
started DBing 10/09
d final: sometime 10/10
current:
http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2022856&page=1
met in 2004