i truly apologize if it seems if i'm fighting it. my recent setback has me discouraged. like i've been knocked down further on the ladder and i have to climb up again.
i see no light at the end of the tunnel. and i wonder whether i'm just being foolish about saving it.
the legal aspect really bothers me. when money is at stake, i need to protect myself. at the risk of losing my m? that's what it feels like.
i have to protect myself. but it will cost me my chance at saving my marriage.
i don't know what to do.
i can be perfect in every way and his lasting impression of me will be that i took a chunk of his money. that i was a gold digger.
