OK. Yes, control is a huge issue for me. I get it - I'm slowly getting it.
I'm still having trouble grappling with moving money in the accounts. I underestand what everyone is saying and I think they are right but I just need to make it right in my mind. He only left on Saturday so I almost feel like I need to give myself a few more days to process.
Part of my other issue is that I'm hanging onto what the DB coach said. Granted, the issue of the money hadn't happened when I talked to her.
